goodbye yellow...

“Great is the art of beginning, but greater is the art of ending.”  ~Lazurus Long

I have made the decision more than a month back to leave my present job for another. This is probably one of the hardest decision I have made in my career so far. I love my job…I love the opportunities given to me, the trust people in the office have in me. I love the people….and the chemistry the team has.

Then everyone starts asking… if i like whatever that’s going on…why do i then want to leave?

My answer? Hope.

Hope that with the change, I will start having the time to do the things I have always wanted. Hope that the new environment will help me attain the things I dream of...and Hope that I can slow my pace down… and start enjoying the world around me.

I know this sounds quite ridiculous to some… and many have the other view that jumping into some place new … also brings about an equal and even greater stress than staying in a place of familiarity.

Like what I have said to people around me who have asked the same question… I really don’t know if I will be happy at the new place. I have taking a leap of faith here… If it does not work out… I know I will either make sure it does… or find my way out. I have been like a psycho for a good 3 weeks… trying to make out whether or not to retract my decision and stay on. One moment determined to go… the next wanting to remain. But… now that I am only 2 sleeps to my last day walking with the sun…I just want to look forward… and once again Hope that things will all fall in place nicely. :)

Goodbye.. and I will miss the Sunlight beaming in… :)