Meeningfully

Have u ever felt liked whatever you are doing, whether is it at work or at home, is never a priority to people around you. Or rather, you as person, are never priority to the same people. Well…I believe everyone wants to be seen, recognized, loved, heard…and the list goes on. Though sometimes we choose to be detached from our surroundings, feelings of emptiness will set in once in a while. Pessimism? Nah. Period. Maybe that’s what. Human beings tend to make themselves look like victims whenever they feel like they are not valued. I have felt this way before. Many times. Yes. And I got angry at everything and everyone. And, this often leads to decisions to make us feel better. And only after drastic decisions are made, people will stop and begin to realize you mean something. It’s all too late. I am starting to feel this way again. But, it’s all still good. Just wishing that people would soon pay a little more attention. Life goes on….

Hwa just commented that I haven't been updating my blog, for a good one month. I guess he is one of my biggest fans. But what i really cannot stand about him is when he comes home teasing me about the contents on my blog. On the other hand, i guess this is also where he finds out my feelings about things which I dun talk to him about. Oh well! I haven't been updating, not because there is nothing much to blog.... but just that there is too many things on my mind that I dun know how and where to start. Work has been peaceful as usual. Everything's still progressing pretty slowly. Though my scope is pretty much similar to that in S _ _ _ A, it is tougher in where I am now. This is mainly due to the nature of the business. But then that is probably where the challenge is. The other MAJOR challenge is also dealing with the fact that my bosses have little or maybe even no idea how to bring this scope to the next level. It's really hard.... trying to think ofthe different pr