Another week

Another week has passed.

I am not feeling any better. Not any more motivated from the week before. Stifled is the word to describe how i really feel.

Had lunch with a Mr SF this afternoon. We were just chatting about people in the office, and how people are getting new roles....promotions and all. And being someone much more senior than me, it is good to hear that he feels that execs in our company are doing jobs of a manager if we were to compare to others outside. But then, who knows... and who cares. If i take my resume out... people will only see that I was an exec.... so what? The again, some people might argue that it is the $$ that matters... not position.... not status. Well.... i want it all. There must be a reason to work so hard all the time. But when there is nothing to look forward to... there is nothing worth working for rite? Other than my monthly paycheck. Sigh... anyway.... just need to get out of here. Wanted to go for a beach holiday for a long time.... but always either too busy... or cash strapped.

Good thing.... will be going off to Bintan with HM and her bro tomorrow. Need to breathe air outside of this little island.

Travel Docs....

Packing.... for my short getaway with Bestie HM!

Anyway.... see you guys when i get back! Koonz for an early morning ferry.... :)